Sometimes when everything seems to be going on well and smooth but infact you still don't have a clue of what's next.

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36th Days In Brunei
Here I've Learn So Much More About My Job Which Singapore Rarely Get To Learn
The Life Here Is So Much More Fun, Relax, Though Sometimes It Can Get Really Rush
But The Tempo Here Is So Much More Breathable
Compare To Singapore, I Get To Fly More Often Whereby Singapore Get More Of Admin Stuff
More Of Which You Can Tell From My FB
I Can't Wait For My 2 Yrs Deployment In AUS!
By Then I Hope I Will Have A Partner With Me Over There
I'll Leave It All Up To Faith Bah!!

Sometimes It's Not That You Have Not Tried Hard Enough

But It's Really Just Not Meant To Be

Envy And Admire Is Sometimes What We Can Only Do

But Sometimes You Just Have To Be Contented With What You Have

And Not Always Compare What You Don't Have

I Like This Phrase
From A Drama That I Am Watching Now

"We Can't Always Hang On To Yesterday And Hope For Tomorrow
Today, Now, This Moment
Is What's The Most Real"

It's Such A Mix Feeling

Well, 5 Months Plus Had Pass
So Much Event Have Taken Place, Things Have Changed
Done Things I Always Wanted To Do, And Then Hope For The Best

A Lot Of Times I Would Really Like To Say This
That Is
We Got To Face It, The Real Fact In Life
What Happen Had Happened
From The Failure Learn From It, And If Success Improve On It
How To Become A Better Person, Not Only For Those Around You, But For Yourself
Looking Back At Now How The One That You Choose Is Living Well,
Getting Better, Happier, You Know That At Least You've Never Made The Wrong Choice
And Of Course You Yourself Gotta Live Better For Him Or Her To See


If You Can't Be Together
You Just Have To Give In

只要心理还存者不甘心
就还不到放弃的时候

爱一个人不是因为他是谁
而是在他的面前你可以是谁
即使不小心曝露了自己不美好的一面
他还是可以无条件接受
这就是真爱

If Something That You Did Does Not Work Out Right
From That Failure You Must Learn, Make Improvement
And Become Stronger
Isn't That Good?

真的
如果没有经历过失去
就永远不知道
曾经拥有的是多么珍贵的东西

Although I Have No Idea What Had Happen
May Not Be The One Who Understand You The Fullest
I Know You Won't Say Anything
And I Have No Right To Interfere Anymore
But I Just Wanna Tell You
Everyone Has Their Lowest Time
Maybe It Could Be Long
But I Believe Eventually It Will Be Better
Being Strong Is Good
But Putting A Strong Cover Does Not Help
There's Someone Still Care
I Think There's Only This Much I Could Say
Please Take Care

Kaiden

There Are So Many People In This Mother Earth
But
How Many Of Them Can You Truly Found

Someone That You Can Really Chat With
Just About Anything Under The Sun
Whatever Differences You Have
No Matter Where You Are

Someone That You Can Really Relay On
Knowing That No Matter What Happen
Be It Big Or Small
He Or She Will Be There For You

Someone That You Love
But
You Two Just Can't Be Together
You Can Only Wish That He Or She Will Found Happiness


Love Is The Condition In Which The Happiness Of Another Person Is Essential To Your Own

I Am Glad To Say That
At Least


I Suddenly Have Some Many Target, Dream, Objective, Direction, Mission In Life
Moving On With Prospective.........
A Life With Purpose Everyday
That's It (:

I Am Always Tidying Up My Room
Throwing Away My Memories Bit By Bit
I Had This Habit Of Keeping Receipt
Only Those That Has Significant Meaning To Me
So That When I Tidy My Room Again
I Will Recall What Happen That Day, With Who
That's The Way I Keep And Recall Those Beautiful Memories
Unique Or Weird You Can Call It

Today I Finally Started Saving
Putting Aside Part Of My First Full Time Pay
To Save For The Future And In Case Of Emergency
That Is Also Part Of My Memories
Which Someone Once Explain So Hard To Me Before
The Importance Of Saving

And Finally I Got My Posting
Posted To Sembawang Air Base
One That I Always Hope I Will Get Into
So That...

But Now
Anywhere Will Do


I Can't Wait For My Flight Suit!!!

For The Past 3 Days
I Had Learn A Lot Value
Which
For The Past 21 Years
I May Not Have Learn

I've Find A Lot More Meaning In My Life
The Reason For Me To Be Here, What I Am Doing
It's Not Just About Value, Integrity Or Pride

I've Meet People
Who
Went To War Zone
Experience Life And Death
And Live Through To Tell Me Their Story

Here We Are
In Out Comfort Zone
But Out There
It's Totally Different

National Service
National Security
Without Security
What Will Happen To Us
Think Again

A Very Strong Sense Of Mixed Feeling
Playing
Inside My Mind
Which
I Just Can't Help
Keep
Thinking Of You

Even
Just Sitting Down Right Here
Everywhere
I Go
Whatever
I Do
In Camp
Or
At Home

Is All These A Dream?

I Wish I Could Have Tell You More

It Was A Hell Of A Long 3 Weeks Training!
Finally Book Out, But Gotta Book In Later On...
Just Like A 3 Weeks Of Confinement
Days After Days Of High Key Training
Din't Really Had A Good Rest
Never Being Laying On My Own Bed For The Past 2 Weeks!

But At The Same I Had Lot's Of Fun With My Section Mate
Where Else Can You Find This Type Of Shit, Fun In Outside Job
You Go To Outfield, Dig Your Own Self Scrape
Sleep In That For 2 Night With Heavily Rain
Shoot A Grenade, Rocket Launcher, Live Round
Experience Tear Gas, Wear A Chemical Suit
Listen To Real Life Experience, Joke Around

This Chapter Of Journey In Army Has Taught Me Many Skills
Leadership Skills Is The Main Focus
It's Does Not Only Help Me In My Army Career
But Also Apply In My Daily Life
It's Makes You More Confident, Competent
Plan And Execute Idea And Works You Have

And During This Short One And A Half Month
I Have Think More Than I Usually Do
I Have The Time And Opportunity To Reconsider
What I Have Being Doing For The Past
What I Am Doing Now
And What I Am Going To Do For Future
My Dream, My Plan, My Target

Also During This Period Of Time
I Have Seen Thu The Other Side Of Me
The True Leo Personality
One That It's Always In Me
The Weak Point And The Strong Point Of Me
Some Say I've Change, But Change Is Forever
A Good Or Bad, You Have To Compensate

Never Mind If You Have Failed Once
Or Even Twice
As Long As You Never Give Up
Learn From The Mistake
And You'll Realize
Failure Does Not Only Makes You Stronger
But Also Makes You To Become A More Successful Person As Well

It's Really Fast
Everything Passes So Fast That You Don't Have Time To Breath
In Just Another 2 Weeks Time
I've Gotta Change Camp Again
To Another Level Of Training
Another Group Of Friend, Colleague
Another New Environment

Not Forgetting All Of Those Friends, Classmate, Colleague That I Have Meet
I Have Being Thinking About Them As Well
From Macdonald, IKEA, GV To USS
Mei Chin, New Town, Simei To SP, CTPP
Photography Club, Culture Club
Many Memories Were Created
How I Wish I Could Buy Time
To Make More Time For Them
Or Even Go Back To The Past
To Amend Things That I Have Regretted
Having Saying All That
Of Course Moving Forward Is The Only Positive Way To Do It

Looking At Those Facebook Photo
Photo Of My Classmate, Friends Graduating
I Feel So Much Happy For Them
As Thou I Am The One Graduating As Well
Someone Had Told Me That Studying Is Always The Best Time Of Your Life
And I Always Believe That

I Have Once Told Myself That I Have Not And Will Not Regretted Making The Choice
To Quit School, Go For My Army First
Although I Do Feel Sad That I Could Not Graduate With My Batch Of Classmate
But Making This Choice Is The Way That Works For Me, At Least, I Hope