You Break My Heart So Deep
Into Million Pieces
That It Hurts So Painful

You Come Into My Life
And Go Away With A Stupid Reason
Is Out Relationship Really That Fragile?

I Really Can't Accept The Fact For Us To Break Up Is Because Of Your Dad
If The Reason Was I Am Not Good Enough For You
I Have No Time For You
I Can Accept

You Can't Just Give Up On Us So Easily
I Know It's Stressful, It's Tiring For You
You Are The One Who Will Be Going Through All Of These

Since Day 1 Onward, I Know Something Like This Would Happen
I Have Choose To Accept It Because I Know You Will Also Face It Together With Me
But
YOU ARE NOT EVEN TRYING HARD AT ALL!
I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED

I Am Feeling So Miserably Sad

I am now officially a regular
Which means I will be earning monthly pay soon
With that I will and need to have more responsibility, discipline
Managing money, time, family, relationship, friends and my job
Saying about it now, I need to seriously plan it through now

Money

I always wanted to save money
But saying and thinking is always easy than doing it
So first thing is to set aside my monthly pay for saving
Starting with my first regular pay

Time

Weekend is all I got for now
Thus I need to plan where I want to go beforehand

Family

As far as I could, support them with the pay that I've got for now
Spend time with them, eat with them

Relationship

I will tend to put relationship to my priority
Whenever I have time I would like to spend it with her
She's my main motivation, my source of energy and reason to move on and do my best

Friends

Friends is important too, but as for now, unless special occasion then can try to make it

Job

Is what I need to focus on, learn as much as I could and make it thru


Kaiden ALL THE WAY!!!

So Fast It's Coming To The End Of My 1 Week Block Leave
But Never The Less It's The Most Fun, Relax Of My Week Ever This Year
Went To Eat Nice Mee Rubus, Mee Hoon Goreng, Roti Prata, Murtabak, Chou Dou Fu, Dou Hua!
Best Of All I've Get To Meet Baby Everyday!


If Only I Had More Money :(

It's Being A Great 2 Months!!! :)