REALLY ?

I've Really Got No Idea What I Am Doing For This Past One And A Half Year In Poly, I've Have Not Being Studying Hard For My Paper, Not Putting Effort In Them, Being So Lazy, Finding Excuse For Myself That I Will Study When I've Got The Time, Doing Every Other Thing That Is Not Helping My Grade At All, Sleeping Late, Going School Late, Working, Going Out, Spending Money, Keep Telling My Friends That I Am So Lazy. But That's Not Going To Help.

I Am Really Hopeless.

I Think I Really Lost Interest In This Course, What's The Purpose In Life When You Lost Interest In Something You Do ? Will It Ever Change If You Keep Going On ? Is There Really No Other Solution ? What Do I Really Want ?

There's Actually So Much Thing I Wanna Do, But With Just That Amount Of Time, Resources, It's Not Going To Happen, So Just Hope.

As For This Holiday, I Am Going To Let Go Of Everything, Free Up My Mind, Clear Everything That's Inside My Brain, Be As Carefree As Possible, Not Going To Care So Much For Now, Let's See What Will Happen After That. I Don't Think It's Easy To Do That. Well, Give It A Try ;)



In Search For The Purpose In Life
A Never Ending Journey
Awaits Me